I believe almost everyone has their own best friend. May it be the different gender, may there be more than 1. Best friends is the one who you know will never leave you, love you and care for you the most after your family. They're like a sibling from another mother, your other half.
Although i have said that best friends are the ones who would never leave you, almost everyone lost a best friend at least once in their lives.
I believe i just lost mine not too long ago. Slowly, unconsciously, i lost her.
I had two best friends. Not just best friends, we were a squad. A small trio but still a squad since form 1 or 2.
But one left unofficially. She found a new best friend. She found a new squad. Another good trio.
I kept these thoughts in me for a while until i finally decided to talk about it with my best friend.
I told her that i felt like we lost a best friend. She told me that she thought she was the only one who thinks that..
We were both very sad.
She was the first one who called us best friends, first one to create the group chat.
Now, she prefers to chat in another group chat, and just send us thumbups.
Now, she prefers to tag the new squad in any post she shares and never us.
Could it be my fault?
Could it be me who wasn't giving her the deserved attention?
Could be.
No matter what was the cause of this, its too late.
i lost her as a best friend, its a fact i can never change.
There was four but then there was three. In the end, there's only two.
There's no more squad to do #SquadGoals.
No more sayings like "Best friends come best in three".