Hello everyone!

Something is worrying me so much that i couldn't sleep well nor eat well lately.
It's school break right now in Malaysia, but i have to go to school tomorrow to check my finals papers.
I'm scared. I'm just as scared as a first time murderer.
I want to pass my Malay on this. But I'm more certained that i failed it.

I don't want to be that child who disappoints her parents.
I don't want to be the only one who failed it in my circle.
Both of my bestfriends passed it, I'm happy for them but I'm still scared.
I worked so hard on this but i regretted for not working harder. It was not my best. I thought I've done my best but no, i didn't. I saw how my sister studied, she studied so hard and she did gained what she wanted. But look at me. I'm a failure.

Why didn't I study harder?

If i have a time machine, i will go back to the day before i take my exams, i want to do my best and study very hard on this and shed tears of joy with my friends when i get my results. But it is too late. There is only regrets left.
Right now all i can do is to pray.
May it be just 40%, as long as i can pass, i don't mind sacrificing something.